From bed we watch the blind light trace a fire of frost
across the windshield —
our Toyota Corolla burning so evenly in the driveway.
California is hot and cold / hot and cold
like trying to find the balance
that does not exist in the taps of a Motel 6 shower.
Morning parades into our room with its tail up.
From the pillow you ask:
Did something die in the kitchen?
I smell it too, I say, which is all you ever want from me:
acknowledgment of that invisible sense,
“the beautiful, useless tang…of absence.”
And on the lee side of the hill,
the cows are coal
waiting for the sun to ignite them.
This poem manages to be reverent and irreverent at the same time. An excellent trick.